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Labels: international, jules, math, travel, work
posted by slyght at 6/08/2007 10:37:00 PM
4 Comments:
Zac,
it is 1:26am. i have to get up at 5:30am today. You are keeping me up thinking of ways to attack whatever logic you could possibly have to justify your BULLSHIT. whatever you may think about life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness doesn't equate to the wishes of the other party.
To put it in drunk Z terms: GET OVER IT!!! You KNOW! THE BTB'Z have already cum to the same conclusion (although i have never polled the btb's about this, i believe it so).
being told when to speak to somebody when and where is pretty shitty; above what a civilized person would do.
being treated like a second-class person is what you would like is what you want, than there are plenty of people who would string you along keeping you in their grasp for when they might need you for family events, etc.
for somebody to go back to who is loyal who won't leave over some penny-ante thing like 'i need to NOT talk to you for 4 months to see what happens to "our" life'.
it makes me sad.... that you don't stand up and be a man and stop the BS that you are being subjected to.
p.s. apples and oranges between you now and me then. using that is DENIAL
nope, none of those is the right answer. HANGMAN!!!
no, but really, this is me, man. no changing it. i've never been happier than since i've been dating jules. she went through something tough and it bled over into our relationship somehow. either way, she needed time to think, i'm giving her that. hope isn't a bad thing. i have hope that we will be OK. this isn't indefinite. we're going to talk at the wedding in SLC at the end of june. we'll figure out what is up there, THEN i'll figure out what i have to do. hopefully, we'll be all good and i can go back to being normal Z. we'll see.
thanks for the perspective though. you shouldn't be staying up late due to my problems. that's nuts, man. i can deal with my own, no need to pass on the problem. and i was just dicking around with the apples and oranges issue, i know a little, but not enough about the situation.
i think these are two of the longest comments i've ever had.
later man.
z, i was in denial a lot, too. but i hit a a point where i had to say 'no more, this isn't healthy for me'. pretending this is normal and it will stop and it will go back to the way it was is not the way to look at situations like these. all it will do is hurt you in the end far more than severing it when you first realize this has to stop.
like i said man, no worries. the thing about this "time" thing, is there's no hatred, we're not angry, we haven't fought about this. it's not what i'm used to. it's just that SOMETHING changed. we need to figure out what it is. if we can fix it, great... if we can't, sadly we'll have to go our separate ways.
i understand your concern, trying to pass on the knowledge gained from experience, but sadly, there are some things that have to be learned the hard way. for me, this is one of them. i want to find out what's wrong, what happened, what changed. when i find that out, i'll see where she and i can go from there.
i don't that i'm more happy about the situation now, but i think i'm more zen about it. i can fight to make something work that isn't meant to, but in turn, life can't break something up that IS meant to be, either.
i'm giving it that chance.
thanks again bro, i ain't mad at ya.
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