now, THIS is why i feel it's all so fleeting

this is why i'm fighting for something, why i'm changing, to be more social, more adventurous. life is so short in the scaled of the universe. so small it hurts to think about it. i know there is a clock reference out there, and if i find it, i'll post it. still, this kind of represents the same thing. think about how big the sun is to US, then how big W Cephei is to the sun. it's amazing. i could look up at the stars at night for hours, there's just so much out there that's happened, that can happen and will, it hurts to think about it all, but it's a joy to ponder it for a bit.