treading water
i'm doing things lately that i need to do in order to get by, and in the morning, i hate that i did them. the time wasted on them was inordinate. not enough hours in the day, and i waste so many. not enough days in this life we have, and i waste so many. i need to replace that which i do to get by, but i can't think of a suitable replacement. it wasn't supposed to be like this.
Labels: break-up, drugs/alcohol, insomnia, jules, love
posted by slyght at 8/19/2008 01:03:00 AM
10 Comments:
Be fit: mind, body, and soul.
My heart goes out to you and I hope you can find less distruct means of getting through!!!
anon 1 : i'd love to be fit on all counts, and was well on my way on all three until this. thanks.
anon 2 : destruction isn't necessarily a bad thing. it's cathartic, it's cleansing. thanks whomever you are, though, for the thoughts.
Well, get back on track.
Step 1: Buy a new bike (but not a cheap local one).
who are you, anonymous 3... hah, actually, i bought a new bike while jules was gone. she bought a matching bike, it was cute until... here's the pic. it is nice.
Dude
wasting time is what life is all about, some of it is useful some of it is useless, but all wasted the same, just try wasting some on things that make life a little bit more tolerable for both of you, go to the gym and spend some time walking the streets as it clears the mind fog somewhat, wish I could take some load off but i have just quit the job here and going to france to eat cheese and drink wine for a year, wanna come and join me for a while.
swedish down under
I'm the same person as anonymous 1 (and various - but not all - other anonymous posts). If I ever run into you at the airport, I'll buy you a beer.
Well, I guess ANONYMOUS has you guessing now!?!?!? That ought to keep you busy. Miss ya guy!
Zac,
(Profanity ahead)
No p_ _ _ _ is worth this. If you'd like to get mad at me for making that statement, feel free, I'll gladly take some anger if you stop feeling so sad/bad and get off the self-destructive bent for a bit.
if you have the means, I'd consider taking the swedish chef up on his offer....or you're always welcome to come crash in the ATL.
swedish chef... what are you going to do in france? you live in costa rica. as much as i don't want to leave, i might have to take a few days. i just don't know where yet.
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